I used to think i hate u
but hate is not the word,
when u look right into my eyes...
I thot u r e best...
U will protect me
But, u r the one i got the hurt from..
I dun dare to think of the future,
But pls dun take me on further,
Juz bring me smiles with your simple care n concern..
I thot its already hanging with cob- webs all over, big enough for spiderman to take a nap on it...
Had deserted the blog for a whole 4 months ++... A lot had happened, time had passed, as usual, w/o informing, time tickles away....... Had been attaching at this firm for almost 3 months... I think, i learnt a lot, not only the substantive legal work, but the pple, the envt.. I believe it has influence me one way or another.
ANyway, im glad tt i met a few nicey pple in this firm, somehow, motivates me to come back to work... Hahha, its 6pm! Off, i GO!!! Bye world~~~
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
12:10 AM
Quite a few things happened recently... But im very happy.
Now i realised, when working together, thr is sure to be conflicts, even between gd frens... Even how hard u try to prevent or avoid there deem to be a day when both of u cant take it, n juz vent your frustration. Its ok... Lets move on.. leave the unhappy thots way way behind.
hmmm... for the two weeks break, i did nothing constructive other than maybe sending out resume n attending the interview. Ya, so, now, im pile up with undone work... serve me right...
Oh, n i realised, im really a cow dung. I juz cant be involve in conversations with my frens... I dun understand wat seesee, wendy, dotty, brenda etc are tokin abt.. Im sittin beside them, yet, starin in the air, tryin to catch some sense... WHY???
WAteva.. i dun noe wat to blog abt...
Oh, n everyone is tokin abt WORLD CUP... wats so big deal of tt cup... I dun even noe how many players are thr... izzit 11 or 13? N i got my own bag wrong! I thot im carryin a GERMANY bag, but the word BRAZIL is so BIG, i can still rememebr wrongly... no wonder i dun have any interest in watching the world cup matches... N, the BRAZIL bag is a combi of GREEN N YELLOW, how can i get it wrong..Germany...slap myself...
Ok, goodnight!
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Friday, June 16, 2006
5:52 PM
I GOT IT!!!
HAhahahahahah.... i got my SIP place secured!!!
Yes yes, u can see im so happy right now ya!!!
Im considered lucky, no? hohoho... no more sending of resumes n waitings!!!
i juz called to cancel the other interview... wahahahahahaha...
Its Robert WAng n WOO..... WOooHoooooo...
My first firm that i apply to.. my first interview.. Phew!
YEAH-Ness!!!
Good LUCK ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
1:18 AM
I simply dislike looking for jobs, sending resume, waiting to be called down for interview, gettin nervous, n u hafta wait agn for replies after interviews...
I gg down for interview on friday... i rly rly rly hope, i can get it! then i can save all the repeated steps of tryin to secure a place... but, of course, i understand it isnt easy... Hmmm... got to think of it, how to get myself the internship neh???
Even i got it, i also wont understand y, the employer choose me over my other coursemates... im juz an average student afterall...
So, meaning, right now, shd i cont' sending resumes??? or wait for my first interview first??? i noe, i shdnt be waiting la, cos the chance of getting it thru, for the first try, is like, 1 outta 103 probability... HUHhhhh....HOWwwwww.... i dun noe! Juz gd luck, everyone...
Oh, i nv tell u i haf got a cute little cousin, did i?
YUp, she is from THailand... Few months ago, she visited SG, n i toured her for like, few hours??? THen we contacted thru emails... I rly love toking to her abt everyday life thru emails... THough its nothing much, but u juz enjoy it, she can tell u, abt, her sch, her 5days holiday due to the birthday of the THai king, tell me, her dog juz gave birth to two puppies, one is white the other black, with white feet...ahahaha, so funny right!
Alright, enjoy holidays everyone! Hope to see all of u soon! Goodnight:)
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
12:40 PM
HEhehehehehe... finally, i got my first draft of the cover letter n resume DONE! YEs yes, D-O-N-E!!! HURRAY~~~
Gonna send for checking... think thr will be lotsa changes n admendments... Its really not easy to sell yourself ya... of course not when u got lotsa achievements, but for pple lik me... u noe~~~ thr is rly nothing much of those WOW WOW thingy to tell pple... n i dun wanna say im so tt hardworkin, so li li lala... so, i juz merely said, im a good team player n im responsible! sorry if u think im not, im force to find the closest to describe myself ok... i rly tried... yes, the closest..
Ok, i haven started revision... got kinda influence by dot n wendy... they said, aiya, MCQ only...open book somemore.. then i also think the same way now...wahahaha...
Oh! good news! i broke the SPELL! i watched the episode 10, n even 11, for the devil beside you! was so happy yesterday! in fact, the only achievement n fruitful thing i did yesterday.. haha!!!
N i watched DAvinci code... but, u noe~~~ i catch no ball... as in, i noe wats going on, not tt bad though~~~ but overall, i dun think i understand the whole storyline, n i cant feel anything in tt film... nvm...
ok, shd i bathe n go sch now for some final reading thru of Company Law nts k! see u!!!
Oh Oh, n, good luck everyone!!!
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
2:07 PM
Im in "heavenly mood" right now!
I juz feel so moody now... i cant use my limited vocabs to express how i feel now.
SMS-ing can be the stupidest communication tool at times... maybe its not any prob with the sms tool, but the person u are smsing wit! When u are smsing someone u have got different frequency, u feel lik banging your head against the wall, n maybe u got so frustrated that u wanna throw away your hp! u juz cant send your message across with the correct meaning u have in mind!!! ok, u can say im ridiculous for venting my anger at that person.. but im really so irritated, after so many small small incidents that that person misintepreted wat u tryin to tell! WAteva... juz take it as its my fault for my bad temper or maybe my fault for not noeing how to type a right sms across! RAHhhhhhh
Sorry for my rantings, but im juz so moody inside. ok, shall continue with the floor plan for MLOCT! BOOoooooooooooo
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its not a good day.
im so tired... my eyes gonna turn blind soon... doing the floor plan is tedious, but, its some kinda similar to playin SIMS... though its much more borring!
i haven do my proj 2!!! how i wish i can MC tmr... then i can dun go to ACC class cos there is mock test, sure cant do...n as usual, i haven tried a single que of the ACC tut. n i dun have to go APEL tmr if i got a MC...n i can dun go for work, n juz take my own sweetie time doing the proj 2 cos the timedue is 5pm... but since work is at 3pm tmr, meaning, after classes, i got no time to do my proj... meanning to say, i have to at least do a rough one by tonight.. meaing have to slp ve late, meaning hav to wake up early tmr, meaning have to rush for work after tt, meaning work only ends at 11pm...meaning, can only rest tmr night! RAHhhhh... only if i have a MC, thr wont be sucha long paragraph to rant.
ok, goodnight everyone. i hate today.
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
12:13 AM
The SIP listing is out!!! Not feeling a single bit of eagerness to do anything abt it... Hmmm... so, shd do the resume, cover letter, send to tutors for checking, send to many many firms..wait for them to call me for interviews, then wait agn for reply! D-E-A-D
i juz hope any firm that i apply will take me in, n treat me nice nice... anyway, i merely choose firms, by first, lookin at the allowance given! haha, yes yes, materialistic u wld say! but thats how the world works right... then i eliminate those u have to work on saturdays! the reason is juz bcos' it will clash with my work at MCD. yupyup... good luck to me anyway... N hope everyone gets their choices!
Recently got hooked onto "devil beside you"... can only watch in sch... ILAW is really a gd n quiet place to watch videos man! hahahaha.. Oh, i even spelt wrongly at the search box at youtube. i spelt it as devil beside ME... haha!
ERm.... oh ya, today had the civ pro test... RAHhhh.... flip-flop-pi-pa-BOOM... i dun noe how to do... -_-"'
and...wats more to share.... hmm....hmm.......hhhhhhmmmmmmmmm...... not much... but i wanna spend $$$!!!
Its not tt im rich enough to spend... But! i juz wanna spend some money!!! u noe u noe... the feeling of spending can be so great some times! but, on contrary... after i spend i will have the feeling of being poor! RAHhhhh, wat thinking am i having???
Ok, lets see, wat i wanna buy ok..hmmm... i wanna change my wallet... hmmm... i wanna get a perfume, although alr have it, but no one will eva think they have enough ya... hmmm... maybe a pair of shoes wedges?? heh, but strangely, when i go shoppin, the urge of buyin them is gone... nvm...
ok, thats all i have in mind to tell right now... goodnight everybody..
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